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....................Brittany💜
Wednesday, October 9, 2013
Sorry guys!
I am trying to write new chapters. But I not have a problem. Right now I don't have a laptop, so I can't really post anything. And I kind if hard to post chapters, from my phone. So as soon as I get laptop, I will post, but I'm not sure when that's gonna be. Sorry again. But please keep checking in.
Monday, September 2, 2013
Chapter 10
Chapter 10
As the clock got closer to 12:30. The more scared I got. I couldn't focus on anything.
"Collins. Umm Sidney Crosby is here to see you"
"Okay, thanks." I went out the waiting room.
"Ready to go." Sid asked
"Yeah."
We were at the restaurant. And ordered
"So what have you been up to?" I asked
"Hockey."
"I knew you would get here. how does it feel?"
"Amazing. I can't believe."
"Really?"
"Yeah I never wanted to except it."
"That was good thinking." He nodded
"How work?"
"Good."
"Do you like it?"
"Yeah do it, I really like the people."
"Yeah, do you still write?"
"Yeah I do. Umm I still have and use the notebook you give me."
"Wow, really?"
"Yeah, I go everywhere with it."
"That's cool."
"Ummm how did you and ahh br- umm"
"Brooke and I meet?"
"Yeah."
"At a bar in Pittsburgh, we just hit it off."
"How long have you been together?"
"About a year."
"That good that you have found someone."
"So is there anyone in your life?" He asked
"Oh no."
"Why not?"
"There just hasn't been anyone."
"For how long?"
"Sidney."
"I'm sorry, but how long?"
"Since high school."
"High school?"
"Yeah." There was a moment of silence.
" ummm.........where is our food?" I looked around I took a deep breath.
We ate, talked about our families, what are plans are for the future. Sidney pushed me out of the restaurant.
"Well umm I guess you need to get back to work?"
"Yeah"
"We should do this again."
"Yeah.... Maybe."
"Maybe..... Collins what going on you've been weird?"
"Sidney we haven't seen each other in a long time, you have a girlfriend now." I said "You don't find this little weird."
"It's not so weird anymore, but awkward.. Yes." He said "and what does me having a girlfriend have to do with anything."
"Really, Sid?" I looked at him.
"Okay, I get what your saying, but we can be friends like we were."
"A lot has changed."
"I know." He said, and looked at me. I couldn't look away. His eyes were the same, as I remember them. He was looking at me the same he used too when we were 17 years old.
"Okay. Friends." I said finally, trying to gets us to stop looking at each other.
"Okay." He smiled
"Umm I really need to get back to work." I said
"Okay."
He took me back to work. We stopped at my office door.
"It was nice catching up." He said
"Yeah."
"We need to do it again, soon."
"Yeah, for sure." I said
"Okay, bye."
"Bye." I said. He walked away. I rolled into my office, put my head on the desks, why does all this feeling have to come back, they can't, he has a girlfriend.
I got home that night.
"How was work?" Sara asked
"Okay, I had lunch with Sidney."
"What?"
"Yeah. "
"How was that?"
"awkward"
"Really?"
" kind of.... I think... All i wanted was for him to kiss me."
"Oh."
"Yeah, and he has a girlfriend."
"Your feeling came back."
"Yeah, but here's the thing, I don't know if they ever left."
"Collins."
"What do I do?"
"It was just lunch, right?"
"We agreed to be friends." She looked at me.
"Then be friends." I shook my head, and went to room. I pulled out my leather notebook. Bad idea. I looking at all of my old writing, just thinking. Sidney and I can be friends. That's all we've ever been. We were never more, we were friends that had one kiss, so we can be friends...................right??
Thursday, August 29, 2013
Sorrrrrrryyyy...
I'm so sorrrrrryy, guys! I'm trying. work has been crazy, I'm going on 8 days in a row, I've been really tired. I'm gonna try to get a update either tonight, or this weekend I work a double tomorrow, so it won't be tomorrow, unless it really late. Guys again so sorry, thanks for reading, and keep reading.
........Brittany ❤
Sunday, June 2, 2013
Note*
I'm working in a chapter. I know where i want to take the story just getting there is harder then I thought it would be.. Thanks for reading if people of still reading please go check out. "Now that we've fallen." nowthatwehavefallen87.blogspot.com
Monday, April 29, 2013
IT'S HERE!!!
THE SQUEAL TO FALLIN FOR YOU . IS READY, NOW THAT WE'VE FALLEN..... CHAPTER 1 IS UP!! PLEASE GO AND CHECK IT OUT!! THANK YOU
........................................Brittany
........................................Brittany
Chapter 9
Sorry. Not every long but it was a good place to stop this chapter. more to come!
Chapter 9
Chapter 9
Later that night. I was out on the porch. With my black leather note with my name on it, that Sidney go me in high school. I wrote down.
I saw him today. Someone that I thought I would never see. Sidney. I would be lying if I said some feeling didn't come back. We did leave thing kinda bad, back when. And he looked great! He was so grown up, very manly.......
"Collins." I looked up. Dad sat down beside me.
"Hi." I said
"I was talking to Sara, and she said you saw Sidney today."
"Oh yeah, I did."
"How's he doing?"
"He's doing good."
"Umm, are you okay?"
"Yeah, dad I'm fine, he a friend from High School." I said
"I know you li--"
"Dad, I was in high school. He was just a friend." I said
"Okay." He said, I looked at down.
"But dad there is something I've been wanting to tell you."
"Yeah."
"I'm gonna move out."
"What? Why?"
"Dad, I'm twenty five years old. It's time."
"But-"
"I can take care of myself."
“Collins, i don’t know”
“i’m moving, i’m gonna fine, and i’m not going far away.” I said
“okay, you're right, you're grown up”
“i am.” i smiled
“i’ll help you look, for an apartment." he said
“thank you.” i said
“you’re welcome, sweetie” he hugged me. he went back in the house. I took a breath, and look out into the neighborhood. Then made my way inside, and went to bed.
The whole week I couldn't stop thinking about Sidney,and It was driving me nuts. I couldn't stop I thought about the good times the winter dance, going to watch him play hockey. The kiss, and then the bad him telling he couldn't be with me. I'm not gonna lie he hurt me, that hurt, and it made me angry too. It also makes me angry that I can't stop thinking about him. We went a looked at a few apartments. There was one that I really really likes it was very modern, but there was still a lot I could do with it. I put down an offer, I was just waiting to hear back from them. I grabbed my iPod, and headphones, and went outside. I love it outside, I just like the fresh air. I could sit outside all day. I put my headphones in. I looked at up. I seen a silver range rover pull in front of our house. I seen Sid walk around the car. I took out my head phones.
"Collins." He said
"Hi, hi umm how'd you know where we moved to?" I asked
"I guess our dad still see each other around."
"Oh."
"Yeah." He walked up on the porch.
"Umm what are you doing here?"
"Oh okay, ahhh."
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say it like that."
"I get it."
"I just we haven't seen each other in seven years." I said
"It's weird." He said
"Yes." I looked at him.
"It was really nice seeing you "
"Sit down." I said . He sat down. "It was really nice to see you too." He nodded.
"Umm do you want to get some lunch, and catch up?"
"I...I don't know."
"Come on. Just two friends having lunch catching up."
"Sidney."
"Please."
"You have a girlfriend."
"So? Brooke's not gonna care, we're just catching up." I looked at him.
“Okay” i said
“great, how about tomorrow, Do you work?”
“umm yeah, how about at like 12:30?”
“yeah, thats good, want me to pick you up?”
“Sure”
“okay, 12:30” he stood up.
“yeah” i said, i told him where i worked. he left i watched him get in the his car. “what i’m I doing?” I asked myself.
It's been a long time!!
I'm so sorry, I know it has been a long time I've just been crazy with work. I'm off tomorrow and I'm on having a chapter(s) up tonight or tomorrow. I'm so sorry, please bare with me, it's been very crazy. AND REMEMBER THE SQUEAL TO Fallin For You! Coming very very soon. I have tons of chapter written already, I'm just waiting for someone to be interested in it. I'm very excited about it. I think it's some of my best work!! PLEASE COMMENT!!! And thank you so much for reading!!
..…........... Brittany 💛
..…........... Brittany 💛
Sunday, March 31, 2013
"Fallin For You" Squeal!! help!!
I'm writing the squeal to Fallin For You and I am wondering if you guys had an idea for a title..... please comment any ideas, even if doesn't has anything to do with the title. any ideas are welcome!!!
..................xoxo Brittany
p.s. this story "unbroken love" this going to be every long. but i will finish it.
Chapter 8
Happy Easter Everyone!! sorry its late. I got a job i'm trying my best, please tell me what you think.. Also. I hope Sid feels better, and everything go well.
............xoxo Brittany
Chapter 8
I put my hand on his cheek, and kissed him back. We broke apart slowly. He looked at me, I smiled at him. He face dropped, and he let go of me, and backed up.
“i shouldn’t have done that.”
“Sid, it was fine.” I smiled
“no, really I shouldn’t have done that.”
“what do you mean?”
“i shouldn’t have kissed you”
“you don’t like me? i’m confused ”
“no, yes, no, i do like you, but i can’t, I have to focus on Hockey right now, i have a lot chances coming up.”
“So you kissed me, and then you tell me, that we can’t do anything about?”
“i’m gonna be going on a lot trips soon, you don’t need a boyfriend who isn’t here.”
I shook my head “ i don’t get this. then why did you kiss me?” I asked
“I’m sorry, i couldn’t help myself.”
“wow, none of this makes sense, you go and beat the crap out of guys because he messed with me, and then you kissed, but you can’t be with me.”
“I’m Sorry, like i said, i shouldn’t have kissed you.”
“was that what you were going to tell me?”
“i know you like me.” he said, i put my head down, tears start filling my eyes. “but us being together, isn’t fair to you. i’m never gonna be here.”
“you could have not said anything. or kissed me”
“i’m very sorry, i do like you, that why i did kiss you. but i can’t sorry.” i shook my head, some more. “i need to get going.” he said, i tears ran down my cheek
“good luck, on everything” I said
“Collins we can still be friends” he said
“can we?” I asked.
That was the last time Sidney and I really talked. We said a few things here and there to each other but not like we use to.. We never really hung out anymore. I never talked him, but it didn’t mean that i never thought about him. Our Senior year, Sidney was barely there, he was on his way to the NHL and everyone knew it. I needed to get my mind off of him, so i put myself into my school work, and going off to college.
About 7 years Later..................
It was a hot day just the beginning of summer, I was on my dad’s front porch. About five years ago. We moved about 20 minutes away from where when we first moved to cole harbour. Dad and Sara have been in a relationship for about five years now, and getting married at the end of the summer. I couldn’t be any happier for them, they both deserve to be happy. I am working at accounting firm in the city. That pretty much all i’ve been doing. And just wondering what my next step is.
"Collins." Sara came outside.
"Yes." I looked at her.
"Lost in thoughts?" She asked, sitting down.
"Oh, a little." I laughed
"What were you thinking about?" She asked
"Not much, mostly what my next move is?"
"What do you mean?"
"I mean I'm 25 years old, and I live with my dad, and his wife to be."
"I'm more than his wife to be."
"I know, sorry but you guys are gonna want some alone, maybe it's time for me to move out."
"Collins are you sure that's a good idea?"
"Yeah, I mean I can take care of myself. A little one floor apartment. Bedroom, kitchen, bathroom, maybe somewhere to put a small couch."
"I don't think your dad will go for that."
"He doesn't have to go for i, I'm 25 years old."
"We'll I don't like it."
"What?" I asked
"I don't like the idea of you leaving." She said
"Why?"
"Because, I've helped raise you, and Helped you with everything."
"You're more then some nurse, your gonna be my step-mom. No you are my mom." I said
"Collins." She said getting teary eyed.
"It's true, your my mom. You always have been." I smiled. She stood up, and hugged me.
"What's going in out here?" Dad asked
"Oh nothing." Sara said, whipping a tear away.
"Okay." He put his arm around her should. "I thought you were going to the--"
"Oh yes, that why I came outside here. Collins do you want to go to the store with me?" She asked
"Yeah, I'll go." I said, I went in the house to get my bag. Then we were on our way. We were just getting stuff for dinner.
"Collins, can you go get the cheese for the chicken?" Sara asked
"Yeah." I went to down the aisle, stopped at the cheese, I reached up to grab the package.
"Oh here I got it." Someone said grabbed it, I looked up. He turned around and handed it to me. I just looked at him. He stared back.
"Col-Collins."
"Sidney." I said
"Wow, it's been a long time."
"Yeah."
"Like a really long time."
"Yeah, it has."
"How are you?"
"I'm good. Really good." I smiled
"That's good." He said
"Oh umm how are you?" I asked
"I'm good."
"Your home for the summer?"
"Yeah, season ended earlier then hoped this year."
"Yeah, I seen"
"You watch?"
"Yeah, when ever it on."
"Cool" he nodded.
"Congrats, on the NHL, Stanley Cup, Gold Medal, being healty, on everything."
"Thanks, means a lot, coming from you." He smiled, I smiled back. "So what have you been up to?"
"Still living with my dad, working at a accounting firm in the city. Hopefully moving out soon."
"Yeah." He laughed "sounds like everything is going good for you."
"It's good, and you?"
"Hockey." He said, we both laughed.
"Sidney?" Sara came up behind me.
"Sara, how it going?" He asked
"I'm really good, getting married."
"Oh"
"To my dad." I said,
"Wow, congrats. For both of you."
"Thank you." She said
"Collins, umm maybe we can get together sometime soon?"
"Ahh yeah, sure that sounds good."
"Okay."
"Baby, did you get te cheese?" A blonde girl, put her hand on Sidney shoulder. He looked down.
"Ah."
"Oh who this?" She asked
"Um this is Collins, and Sara, I went to School with Collins."
"Oh Hi nice to meet you." She said
"Hi." I said
"Hello." Sara said
"Umm this is Brooke. My umm Girlfriend." He looked at Me. She smiled. No one said anything until, Sid spoke up.
"Well umm I'll see you around."
"Ahh yeah sure."
"Oh here." He handed me the cheese.
"Thanks." I said, he nodded. "See ya."
"Bye." I said. He turned around Brooke grabbed his arm. I looked up at Sara, and let out a long breath.
"You okay?" She asked
"Yeah, I'm fine, why wouldn't I?" I asked, putting the cheese in the buggy.
"I don't know, just asking." She said, and we went and finished shopping.
Tuesday, March 12, 2013
Chapter 7
Chapter 7
“What happened?” he asked
“nothing” i said “can we please go inside?”
“yeah, wheres your chair?” dad asked
“at the bottom of the lake”i said
“What?”
Sara came in the living room. “Sidney, what happened to your face?” she asked
“I’m fine”
“no you’re not, i’m getting you some ice” she went in the kitchen.
“what happened?” Dad asked I grabbed Sid’s arms, and pulled him down, to sit on the couch. I looked at Sid.
“Collins”
“okay, so remember that guy from the beginning of the year. I ran over his foot.”
“yes”
“Well-” I said, getting cut off by Sidney
“Well, I took Collins to this dock. I wanted to -- anyways then Jason and couple of his friends showed up., we played them today, they didn’t like the outcome”
“What does that have to do with my daughter?” Dad yelled
“Dad!”
“here you go” Sara said, giving Sid some ice.
“thank you” he said, putting it to his eye.
“Well after his friend grabbed me, Collins said something, they went back and forth” he said, putting his arm round his stomach. He was in so much pain, but he was so good at hiding it. I put my hand on his shoulder.
“then he pushed her out of her chair, then they rolled her chair into the lake.”
“oh my god” Sara said
“Sweetie, are you okay?” Dad asked
“I’m fine, they didn’t hit me” i said
“they still pushed you.” sid said
“Sidney, I’m fine”
“how are going to get around?”
“Sid, we’ll get her another one” dad said, Sid stood up slowly
“I got to go”
“Sidney” I said grabbing his hand “Where?”
“no where” he let go
“promise me, your won’t do anything stupid.” he turned around “thank you” he handed the ice to Sara. “i’ll call you” he said
“Sid.......Sid.......Sidney.” he walked out the door. ”Dad”
“I can’t stop him”
“Dad, he’s in pain, they beat him up pretty bad.”
“shh” he said, and wrapped his arms around me.
The next day. I didn’t go to school, of course. My dad was getting my chair after he gets off work. He made all these calls last night. Sid still hasn’t called me likes he said he would, and school has been out for a while.
When my Dad came home from work he had my new chair. I wanted all night, nothing he never called.
The next morning, I got on the bus and Sidney was nowhere, I just figured he drove to school. I got to school. I was getting into my locker, still no sign of Sidney
"Hey" I looked up Alex was standing there
"Hi." I said
"Everybody heard about what happens." She said
"Great, mostly all rumors." I said "have you seen Sid?"
"No, he wasn't in school yesterday."
"He hasn't?"
"No." She said "but I really doubt he would do that to Jason."
"Do what?" I asked, she pointed I turned around. Jason walked down the hallways he looked at me. He had a black eye, swall lip, he walked pasted. His kunkle were bruised. I looked at Alex. "Sid didn't get one punch in."
"We'll, then someone got to him after." She said, and walked away.
"After." I whispered.
After school I was thinking about going to Sid's house. Around five my Dad was helping Sara with Dinner. I looked put the window I seen Sidney walk off the pouch. I turned around, grabbed my coat, and opened the door.
"Sidney." He had his hands on his head. "Sidney stop!" I yelled, now in middle of the street. "Sidney." He stopped, I rolled right behind him. "Why didn't you call me?" I asked
"I couldn't."
"Why?"
"I just couldn't."
"Will you look at me?" I said "Sidney." I want to grab his hand, he pulled away. "Sid please." I said he turned around. He had his hat pulled down and sunglasses on, his lip was big.there was a cut on his cheek.
"Sid please tell me you didn't."
"What?"
"You went after him after I told you not to do anything stupid."
"Ummm, you got a new chair."
"Don't change the subject."
"Let get out of the street." He said, we moved over to the sidewalk.
"Can you take your sunglasses off?"
"I don't know."
"Sid." He reached up, and slowly taken them off, both eyes were black and blue, the right one was almost closed. i put my hand over my mouth. “Sid“ i whispered.
“I’m okay” he said
“Okay? no you not okay”
“Just two black eyes, bloody lip, and some other stuff”
“other stuff?” I asked
“mmmm my hands” he said, showing them to me. They were all cut up. “a few bruised ribs”
“that is not okay” I said “you went and found him last night.”
“yeah”
“Why? I told you not to do anything stupid.”
“he put his hands on you Collins”
“and I am Fine” I said “and now look at you, not fine”
“most girls would be happy that a guy stuck up for them”
“I am Sidney, but only if he hurt me, and if the only reason you did what you did was because of me i swear -”
“it wasn’t” he said, looking me in the eyes.”it was one of the reasons, but he wasn’t leaving me alone, and after what he did to you. That was the last straw. “
“I just wish you wouldn’t have done it. ”
“i’m sorry” he said “and can we just not talk about it anymore?”
“Okay” I said, I looked down then back up at him. “umm why did you take me out to the dock anyway?”
“it doesn’t matter anymore”
“it does, umm you look like you wanted to tell me somthing.”
“it really doesn’t matter”
“Sidney. come on, you own me that.” I said
“Okay, Okay” he said “umm” he kneeled in front of me, and looked at me. He grabbed my face, and kissed me. I put my hand on his cheek, and kissed him back. We broke apart slowly. He looked at me. I smiled at him.
“What happened?” he asked
“nothing” i said “can we please go inside?”
“yeah, wheres your chair?” dad asked
“at the bottom of the lake”i said
“What?”
Sara came in the living room. “Sidney, what happened to your face?” she asked
“I’m fine”
“no you’re not, i’m getting you some ice” she went in the kitchen.
“what happened?” Dad asked I grabbed Sid’s arms, and pulled him down, to sit on the couch. I looked at Sid.
“Collins”
“okay, so remember that guy from the beginning of the year. I ran over his foot.”
“yes”
“Well-” I said, getting cut off by Sidney
“Well, I took Collins to this dock. I wanted to -- anyways then Jason and couple of his friends showed up., we played them today, they didn’t like the outcome”
“What does that have to do with my daughter?” Dad yelled
“Dad!”
“here you go” Sara said, giving Sid some ice.
“thank you” he said, putting it to his eye.
“Well after his friend grabbed me, Collins said something, they went back and forth” he said, putting his arm round his stomach. He was in so much pain, but he was so good at hiding it. I put my hand on his shoulder.
“then he pushed her out of her chair, then they rolled her chair into the lake.”
“oh my god” Sara said
“Sweetie, are you okay?” Dad asked
“I’m fine, they didn’t hit me” i said
“they still pushed you.” sid said
“Sidney, I’m fine”
“how are going to get around?”
“Sid, we’ll get her another one” dad said, Sid stood up slowly
“I got to go”
“Sidney” I said grabbing his hand “Where?”
“no where” he let go
“promise me, your won’t do anything stupid.” he turned around “thank you” he handed the ice to Sara. “i’ll call you” he said
“Sid.......Sid.......Sidney.” he walked out the door. ”Dad”
“I can’t stop him”
“Dad, he’s in pain, they beat him up pretty bad.”
“shh” he said, and wrapped his arms around me.
The next day. I didn’t go to school, of course. My dad was getting my chair after he gets off work. He made all these calls last night. Sid still hasn’t called me likes he said he would, and school has been out for a while.
When my Dad came home from work he had my new chair. I wanted all night, nothing he never called.
The next morning, I got on the bus and Sidney was nowhere, I just figured he drove to school. I got to school. I was getting into my locker, still no sign of Sidney
"Hey" I looked up Alex was standing there
"Hi." I said
"Everybody heard about what happens." She said
"Great, mostly all rumors." I said "have you seen Sid?"
"No, he wasn't in school yesterday."
"He hasn't?"
"No." She said "but I really doubt he would do that to Jason."
"Do what?" I asked, she pointed I turned around. Jason walked down the hallways he looked at me. He had a black eye, swall lip, he walked pasted. His kunkle were bruised. I looked at Alex. "Sid didn't get one punch in."
"We'll, then someone got to him after." She said, and walked away.
"After." I whispered.
After school I was thinking about going to Sid's house. Around five my Dad was helping Sara with Dinner. I looked put the window I seen Sidney walk off the pouch. I turned around, grabbed my coat, and opened the door.
"Sidney." He had his hands on his head. "Sidney stop!" I yelled, now in middle of the street. "Sidney." He stopped, I rolled right behind him. "Why didn't you call me?" I asked
"I couldn't."
"Why?"
"I just couldn't."
"Will you look at me?" I said "Sidney." I want to grab his hand, he pulled away. "Sid please." I said he turned around. He had his hat pulled down and sunglasses on, his lip was big.there was a cut on his cheek.
"Sid please tell me you didn't."
"What?"
"You went after him after I told you not to do anything stupid."
"Ummm, you got a new chair."
"Don't change the subject."
"Let get out of the street." He said, we moved over to the sidewalk.
"Can you take your sunglasses off?"
"I don't know."
"Sid." He reached up, and slowly taken them off, both eyes were black and blue, the right one was almost closed. i put my hand over my mouth. “Sid“ i whispered.
“I’m okay” he said
“Okay? no you not okay”
“Just two black eyes, bloody lip, and some other stuff”
“other stuff?” I asked
“mmmm my hands” he said, showing them to me. They were all cut up. “a few bruised ribs”
“that is not okay” I said “you went and found him last night.”
“yeah”
“Why? I told you not to do anything stupid.”
“he put his hands on you Collins”
“and I am Fine” I said “and now look at you, not fine”
“most girls would be happy that a guy stuck up for them”
“I am Sidney, but only if he hurt me, and if the only reason you did what you did was because of me i swear -”
“it wasn’t” he said, looking me in the eyes.”it was one of the reasons, but he wasn’t leaving me alone, and after what he did to you. That was the last straw. “
“I just wish you wouldn’t have done it. ”
“i’m sorry” he said “and can we just not talk about it anymore?”
“Okay” I said, I looked down then back up at him. “umm why did you take me out to the dock anyway?”
“it doesn’t matter anymore”
“it does, umm you look like you wanted to tell me somthing.”
“it really doesn’t matter”
“Sidney. come on, you own me that.” I said
“Okay, Okay” he said “umm” he kneeled in front of me, and looked at me. He grabbed my face, and kissed me. I put my hand on his cheek, and kissed him back. We broke apart slowly. He looked at me. I smiled at him.
Thursday, March 7, 2013
Chapter 6
Chapter 6
“Crosby” Someone yelled. I looked behind me, Jason and two of his friends.
“Oh....god” Sidney said, letting go of my hand, and standing up, “What do you want?” Sid asked
“to say congrats, on the game.”
“really?” Sid asked, i turned around, put my wheels on lock.I looked up at Sidney.
“yeah, some what, and to finish the job.”
“What are you-“ Jason, and his friends walked closer. “What are you talking about?”
“that hit was only the start.”
“boys” I started
“Shut it ” Jason said
“look” Sidney said
Jason friends walked behind Sidney, they grabbed Sid’s arms
“hey” he yelled, Sid tried to break free. but they weren’t letting go.
“Well looks like you’re not getting away now, Crosby” Jason stepping closer, then I unlocked my wheels trying to get in the middle of them. Then jason grabbed the front of my chair. I grabbed the wheels. I got really scared, that i was gonna fell in the water. Jason let go.
“collins” Sid yelled
“i’m fine”
“get off the dock”
“Sid” I said
“off!” He said, trying to get out again. I started down the dock, but i didn’t very far. Jason grabbed my chair.
“let go” i said
“leave her alone” Sidney yelled
“Why I can see how much she means to you.”
“this has nothing to do with her.”
“well it does, I hurt her, I hurt you.” Jason said, putting his hand on shoulder
“don’t touch her!, leave her alone, hit me, do whatever, just don’t touch her.” Then he pushed me, i tried to grab the my chair, it was too late i hit the dock.
“Collins” Jason grabbed my chair, and it away so I couldn’t reach it. I looked at Sidney. He broke out of the guys arms. But he grabbed him again. Jason went up to Sid and punch him across the face. Then in the stomach.
“Sidney” I yelled as he fell to his knees.
“Okay, let him go” Jason said, Sid looked up at him.
“Sid” I said, Sid looked at me, then Jason kicked Sidney in the stomach, then kicked him again.”Sidney” I yelled, propping myself up on one arm Sidney knees went to his chest.
“and now for you.” Jason turned around.
“Dude, what are you going to do?” his friend asked worried, my heart beated harder, i didn’t think my heart could go any faster.
“leave......her....a...lone” Sid said
“Shut up” jason said, grabbing my chair.
“So guys i think this can sink”
“Please” I said, now crying
“don’t” Sid lifted his head.trying to get up.
“What are you going to do?” he looked at Sid was trying to get he was breathing really heavy.
“so here ya go.” he said
“No!” I yelled, and Jason pushed it and it rolled off the dock.
“No!” Sid yelled, he got up as fast as he could. Jason and his friends took off running. Sidney looked over, the edge. He shook his head. He put his arm around his stomach, and double over. He looked at me, I put my face in my hand, and cried. Then i felt his arm go around me. he pulled back a little in pain.
“come on.” he said, picking me up. i put my face in his neck, and my arms around his neck. He breathing was still pretty heavy. He put me in the car. I looked at him, his eye was starting to swall. he closed the door.
“Sidney”
“lets get you home.” he said, starting the car. We pulled in front of my house.
“Sid-” he opened his door.
“Sidney” I yelled grabbing his arm, he looked at me “shut the door” he did.He put his head down. “look at me.” he looked up, i put my hand on the side of his face. “are you okay?” I asked
“i’m fine, the thing is are you okay?”
“I’m fine they pushed me down.”
“and through your chair into the lake.” he said, i was quiet for a little.
“yeah, i kinda forgot about that.”
“I don’t care what he did to me.” he said “but what he did to you, he’ll pay”
“Sidney no.” I said “don’t you dare”
“He not gonna get away with this”
“Sidney”
“Collins, he pushed you out of your chair, and rolled it into the lake. ”
“Well, at least he was nice enough to push me out of it first.”
“Collins!” he yelled your chair is at the bottom of the lake.” he yelled opening the door, and slammed it. He came around and opened my door. He put his arms around me, He shut the door with his foot. He was walking up to the door. The door flew open my dad, came running out.
“Crosby” Someone yelled. I looked behind me, Jason and two of his friends.
“Oh....god” Sidney said, letting go of my hand, and standing up, “What do you want?” Sid asked
“to say congrats, on the game.”
“really?” Sid asked, i turned around, put my wheels on lock.I looked up at Sidney.
“yeah, some what, and to finish the job.”
“What are you-“ Jason, and his friends walked closer. “What are you talking about?”
“that hit was only the start.”
“boys” I started
“Shut it ” Jason said
“look” Sidney said
Jason friends walked behind Sidney, they grabbed Sid’s arms
“hey” he yelled, Sid tried to break free. but they weren’t letting go.
“Well looks like you’re not getting away now, Crosby” Jason stepping closer, then I unlocked my wheels trying to get in the middle of them. Then jason grabbed the front of my chair. I grabbed the wheels. I got really scared, that i was gonna fell in the water. Jason let go.
“collins” Sid yelled
“i’m fine”
“get off the dock”
“Sid” I said
“off!” He said, trying to get out again. I started down the dock, but i didn’t very far. Jason grabbed my chair.
“let go” i said
“leave her alone” Sidney yelled
“Why I can see how much she means to you.”
“this has nothing to do with her.”
“well it does, I hurt her, I hurt you.” Jason said, putting his hand on shoulder
“don’t touch her!, leave her alone, hit me, do whatever, just don’t touch her.” Then he pushed me, i tried to grab the my chair, it was too late i hit the dock.
“Collins” Jason grabbed my chair, and it away so I couldn’t reach it. I looked at Sidney. He broke out of the guys arms. But he grabbed him again. Jason went up to Sid and punch him across the face. Then in the stomach.
“Sidney” I yelled as he fell to his knees.
“Okay, let him go” Jason said, Sid looked up at him.
“Sid” I said, Sid looked at me, then Jason kicked Sidney in the stomach, then kicked him again.”Sidney” I yelled, propping myself up on one arm Sidney knees went to his chest.
“and now for you.” Jason turned around.
“Dude, what are you going to do?” his friend asked worried, my heart beated harder, i didn’t think my heart could go any faster.
“leave......her....a...lone” Sid said
“Shut up” jason said, grabbing my chair.
“So guys i think this can sink”
“Please” I said, now crying
“don’t” Sid lifted his head.trying to get up.
“What are you going to do?” he looked at Sid was trying to get he was breathing really heavy.
“so here ya go.” he said
“No!” I yelled, and Jason pushed it and it rolled off the dock.
“No!” Sid yelled, he got up as fast as he could. Jason and his friends took off running. Sidney looked over, the edge. He shook his head. He put his arm around his stomach, and double over. He looked at me, I put my face in my hand, and cried. Then i felt his arm go around me. he pulled back a little in pain.
“come on.” he said, picking me up. i put my face in his neck, and my arms around his neck. He breathing was still pretty heavy. He put me in the car. I looked at him, his eye was starting to swall. he closed the door.
“Sidney”
“lets get you home.” he said, starting the car. We pulled in front of my house.
“Sid-” he opened his door.
“Sidney” I yelled grabbing his arm, he looked at me “shut the door” he did.He put his head down. “look at me.” he looked up, i put my hand on the side of his face. “are you okay?” I asked
“i’m fine, the thing is are you okay?”
“I’m fine they pushed me down.”
“and through your chair into the lake.” he said, i was quiet for a little.
“yeah, i kinda forgot about that.”
“I don’t care what he did to me.” he said “but what he did to you, he’ll pay”
“Sidney no.” I said “don’t you dare”
“He not gonna get away with this”
“Sidney”
“Collins, he pushed you out of your chair, and rolled it into the lake. ”
“Well, at least he was nice enough to push me out of it first.”
“Collins!” he yelled your chair is at the bottom of the lake.” he yelled opening the door, and slammed it. He came around and opened my door. He put his arms around me, He shut the door with his foot. He was walking up to the door. The door flew open my dad, came running out.
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I'm sorry guys, Chapter 6 has been done, for weeks I thought I posted it. It must not have went though. I will post it tonight, after Pens game. Sorry again. Also I know I said I would post a chapter every week but I've really busy, helping my old HS Softball, and I've been looking for a job. But tonight, after the pens game chapter 6, and I will be finishing a couple chapter after that. So please stay with me. More to come, and again I'm sorry.
............Brittany ❤
............Brittany ❤
Saturday, February 16, 2013
Chapter 5
Chapter 5
After Christmas was over, anything was getting back to normal. I was ready to go Sidney, we were get gonna hang out.I put on a hoodie, I had on jeans, i put my hair in a ponytail. Then there was knock at the door. I went opened the door.
“hey” Sid said
“hey”
“ready?”
“yeah”
We got to the car.
“so what are we going to do?” I asked
“i’m not sure
“okay”
“Well, Mike and them were going to get some pizza, want to meet them?”
“Sure, that's sounds good” We got to the pizza place
“Collins” Alex said
“ooh hey Alex,” I said
“I didn’t know you were coming”
“yeah, Sid got me out”
“good”
“yeah” I laughed
After we finished, and Sid was helping me in his car. .
“Hey Crosby” Sid looked up, as did I. Jason was sitting in his car.
“oh my...” I said
“What?” Sid asked
“are you ready for this weekend?”
“are you?” Sid asked
“just watch your back” Jason said, I looked at Jason, he drove away. Sid took a deep breath.
“you in?”
“yeah.” I said, popped up my chair, He was become a real pro at it. he shut my door, then put my chair in the back, and got into the driver side.
“this weekend?” I asked
‘oh, Hockey game, we play Jason team“
“oh”
“you should come”
“yeah, I like watching you play”
“okay, then we can do something after.”
“yeah.” i smiled
That weekend, my dad dropped me off at Sid’s game. I parked.
“Collins” I looked beside me. alex walked up,and sat down.
“hey, I didn’t know you were coming”
“yeah, Matt asked me to come.”
“oh” i looked at her.
“oh, why are you here Sidney asked you?”
“shut up”
“oh, you do like him?”
“shut up” i smiled
“aww”
“stop it”
“oh, look Sid coming up”
“Stop“ i laughed, I looked at the ice, Sidney skated by, he smiled, and nodded. i waved
“aww” Alex said, i just shook my head.
The game started, Sindye tooka opening face off. At the end of the first Sid’s team score and hitting started to get heavy. At the end of the second period, Sid was coming down the ice, Another one of his teammates were coming down the other side with the puck. Then a guy from Jason team took the puck.
“oh” i said, then Sid went to turn around then Jason came out of nowhere and slammed Sidney against the wall.
“ow” Alex said
“Sid” I said, He didn’t get up. I couldn’t really see anything. “oh my god.....do you see anything?” I asked.
“he getting up”
“he is?”
“yeah” i seen him get up
“oh thank god” I said, he was up but, you could tell he was hurt. He skated to the bench.Meanwhile at the other end of the ice, Jason scored
The next period, Sid came out and played. There was a lot more hitting. Sid had a couple of good hits. Then when you thought the game would go into overtime. Sid scored at the end of the period, winning the game. I throw my arms in the air. Alex jumped.
After the game, i was waiting for Sidney, Alex was waiting for Matt. Matt came out of locker room.
“see ya” Alex said
“bye”
Sid came out, this parents went up to the him. i just stayed back, and waited for them to be done.
After he was done, he parents left. He looked at me. I went up to him
“are you okay?” I asked
“yeah, i’m fine”
“thats was nasty hit” I said
“yeah, but i’m all good”
“and you won”
“yes, we did” I smiled, I laughed “ready to go?” he asked
“yeah” We got out to his car. I got in. he got in and started the car.
“Where are we going?” I asked
“you’ll see” he smiled. i smiled back, and turned and looked out the window.
We pull up the dock, that was in the middle of nowhere., it look like no one hasn’t been then forever.
“What are-”
“hold on” He said, getting out of the car. He got my chair out of back, came around, and opened my door. He helped me in my chair. I zipped up my coat.
“Come on” he said, walking towards the dock. I followed him. He looked back a couple of times to make sure i wasn’t following behind. We got side by side when we were on the dock.
“I come out here to think.
“It’s pretty out here, in it own way.” I said
“yeah, not a lot of people, know about this place.” We got to the end of the dock. Sid say down.
What are we doing here, Sid?“ I asked, he looked at me, and smiled “What?” I laughed he grabbed my hand.
“Collins” he said “I-”
“Crosby!” Someone yelled
After Christmas was over, anything was getting back to normal. I was ready to go Sidney, we were get gonna hang out.I put on a hoodie, I had on jeans, i put my hair in a ponytail. Then there was knock at the door. I went opened the door.
“hey” Sid said
“hey”
“ready?”
“yeah”
We got to the car.
“so what are we going to do?” I asked
“i’m not sure
“okay”
“Well, Mike and them were going to get some pizza, want to meet them?”
“Sure, that's sounds good” We got to the pizza place
“Collins” Alex said
“ooh hey Alex,” I said
“I didn’t know you were coming”
“yeah, Sid got me out”
“good”
“yeah” I laughed
After we finished, and Sid was helping me in his car. .
“Hey Crosby” Sid looked up, as did I. Jason was sitting in his car.
“oh my...” I said
“What?” Sid asked
“are you ready for this weekend?”
“are you?” Sid asked
“just watch your back” Jason said, I looked at Jason, he drove away. Sid took a deep breath.
“you in?”
“yeah.” I said, popped up my chair, He was become a real pro at it. he shut my door, then put my chair in the back, and got into the driver side.
“this weekend?” I asked
‘oh, Hockey game, we play Jason team“
“oh”
“you should come”
“yeah, I like watching you play”
“okay, then we can do something after.”
“yeah.” i smiled
That weekend, my dad dropped me off at Sid’s game. I parked.
“Collins” I looked beside me. alex walked up,and sat down.
“hey, I didn’t know you were coming”
“yeah, Matt asked me to come.”
“oh” i looked at her.
“oh, why are you here Sidney asked you?”
“shut up”
“oh, you do like him?”
“shut up” i smiled
“aww”
“stop it”
“oh, look Sid coming up”
“Stop“ i laughed, I looked at the ice, Sidney skated by, he smiled, and nodded. i waved
“aww” Alex said, i just shook my head.
The game started, Sindye tooka opening face off. At the end of the first Sid’s team score and hitting started to get heavy. At the end of the second period, Sid was coming down the ice, Another one of his teammates were coming down the other side with the puck. Then a guy from Jason team took the puck.
“oh” i said, then Sid went to turn around then Jason came out of nowhere and slammed Sidney against the wall.
“ow” Alex said
“Sid” I said, He didn’t get up. I couldn’t really see anything. “oh my god.....do you see anything?” I asked.
“he getting up”
“he is?”
“yeah” i seen him get up
“oh thank god” I said, he was up but, you could tell he was hurt. He skated to the bench.Meanwhile at the other end of the ice, Jason scored
The next period, Sid came out and played. There was a lot more hitting. Sid had a couple of good hits. Then when you thought the game would go into overtime. Sid scored at the end of the period, winning the game. I throw my arms in the air. Alex jumped.
After the game, i was waiting for Sidney, Alex was waiting for Matt. Matt came out of locker room.
“see ya” Alex said
“bye”
Sid came out, this parents went up to the him. i just stayed back, and waited for them to be done.
After he was done, he parents left. He looked at me. I went up to him
“are you okay?” I asked
“yeah, i’m fine”
“thats was nasty hit” I said
“yeah, but i’m all good”
“and you won”
“yes, we did” I smiled, I laughed “ready to go?” he asked
“yeah” We got out to his car. I got in. he got in and started the car.
“Where are we going?” I asked
“you’ll see” he smiled. i smiled back, and turned and looked out the window.
We pull up the dock, that was in the middle of nowhere., it look like no one hasn’t been then forever.
“What are-”
“hold on” He said, getting out of the car. He got my chair out of back, came around, and opened my door. He helped me in my chair. I zipped up my coat.
“Come on” he said, walking towards the dock. I followed him. He looked back a couple of times to make sure i wasn’t following behind. We got side by side when we were on the dock.
“I come out here to think.
“It’s pretty out here, in it own way.” I said
“yeah, not a lot of people, know about this place.” We got to the end of the dock. Sid say down.
What are we doing here, Sid?“ I asked, he looked at me, and smiled “What?” I laughed he grabbed my hand.
“Collins” he said “I-”
“Crosby!” Someone yelled
Sunday, February 10, 2013
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I wanted to thank everyone who is reading this story!! Thank you so much. Also, I wanted to tell everyone who read Fallin For You. (Fallinforyou87.blogstop.com) after I finish this story, there is going to be a squeal to Fallin for you. :) I started it. I'm really enjoying it, I think you guys will. So after this story Unbroken Love, which isn't going to be as long as Fallin For You. I will start posting the squeal for Fallin For You. So please stick in there with me.
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.......…..........Brittany <3
Thank you so much, you have no idea how this means to mean!!
Please tell me what you think! :D
.......…..........Brittany <3
Wednesday, February 6, 2013
Chapter 4
Chapter 4
Two weeks later, Christmas was coming around. It was the last day of school before Christmas break. i was in lunch. Sid sat down.
“So what are you doing for Christmas?” he asked
“Some family are coming up, and were having a Christmas eve thing, you?” I asked
“I’m not really sure yet”
“Do you want to come to my house?” I asked
“I have to what we’re doing, but yeah, maybe.” he said, I nodded
Two days later was Christmas eve. I still wasn’t sure if Sid was coming or not, but my Unlce Mike, his wife, and their three kids. Also, Sara’s mom was there. My grandmother, my aunt and I was in the living room.
“Collins, do you like it here?” Grandma asked
“yeah, it’s not too bad”
“Did you meet any friends?”
“yeah, a few people.” I said “Yeah, there this-”
“how about boyfriends?” my aunt asked
“no, no boyfriends”
“What about Sidney?” Sara asked, coming in.
“Who?” my aunt asked
“Sidney, he’s just a friend” I said
“Well you two are together alot
“yeah, we’re friends”
“the dance?”
“we--”
“what dance?” my aunt asked
“this winter dance at the school, he asked her to go.” she said, showing them pictures.
“He’s cute” my aunt said
“and he didn’t have a problem going with you.”
“No” I said
“i didn’t mean it like that.Collins”
“no he said he wanted to go with me.”
“okay, he’s not your boyfriend, do you like him?”
“I don’t--” then there was a knock on the door.
“who could that be?” Sara asked
“it might......be sideny” I said
“oh“
“i asked him to come over”
“Collins....Sidney’s here” Dad yelled
“i think that answers my question” my aunt said
“no it doesn’t” I said, leaving the room.
“hey,” I said
“hey, Merry Christmas” He asid
“Merry Christmas, you look festive” I said, touching his sweater.
“yeah, you too”
“yeah, my wanted to put lights on my chair”
“nice” we laughed.
“well do you want to meet everybody?” I asked
“Sure ” I turned, and Sidney grabbed the handles on my chair, and pushed me into the living room.
“Sid, this is my grandmother, my aunt, you know Sara, everyone this is Sid” they said Hello, my aunt was smiling at me. I tried so hard not to smiled
“you’re a very handsome young man.” Grandma said, i looked at the ground and shook my head.
“umm thank you, ma’am” Sid said
A little bit later, the guys came in.
“Well who is this?” grandpa asked
“this is Sidney, Grandpa” I said
“Hello, Sir nice to meet you” He put his hand out. , he shook his hand.
“Boyfriend?” Grandpa asked
“what? umm no no just friends” I said, trying not to look at Sidney.
“okay, Sidney is there any sports you play?” grandpa asked
“yeah, baseball and Hockey, but i’m more into hockey”
“It is cananda” he said, i smiled
“true” Sidney said
“do you want something to drink?” I asked Sidney
“Sure” I turned around
“I’ll help” he said, pushing me in the kitchen.
“hey, i’m sorry about them, they can be overbearing and loud.” I said
“not as noisy as my family.” we smiled
We got something to drink.sid sat down at the table.
“So...”I said
“I have something for you” Sid said
“What?”
“hold on” he said, walking away. he came back in with a box.
“I wasn’t sure if i was going to give this to you tonight, I kept it outside just in case, so here” he handed it to me.
“Sidney, you didn’t have-”
“I know, I wanted to”
“but i didn’t get you anything”
“i don’t care, open it.”
I looked at him, and ripped the paper off.
“it’s kinda dumb” he said
I open the box. it was a leather notebook, with my name on it. i smiled
“it’s not dumb at all”
“i know you like to write, and you can take this out when you run out of paper, and put more in.”
“i love it, thank you”
“your welcome” I looked down, his hand was on my knee. I put hand on his. I pulled him into a hug.
“thank you”
“your welcome”
“are you - Oh umm are you two ready to eat?” Sara said, Sid let of me, and back up. “did I?”
“no” i said
“umm I gotta get going” Sid said, I looked at him.
“Sidney” i said
“no, really there are people over my house.”
“oh”
“yeah, umm Merry Christmas Sara”
“Merry Christmas, Sidney”
“I’m gonna tell everyone, goodbye” Sid said, and walked away. i put the box on the table.
“i’m sorry”
“no, nothing happen” I rolled into the hallway. Sidney was coming out the living room.He grabbed his coat. I looked at him.
“So, i’ll see you later” he said
“yeah”
“bye”
“thank you”
“you’re welcome” he said “bye”
“bye” i said, he walked out the door. I put my head down. I turned around went in the dining room. everyone was in the kitchen. I grabbed my gift off the table, put it on my lap and went to my room. I put it on my bed.
“Collins” Dad poked his head, “are you okay?”
“yeah, I was just putting this away.”
“What is that?” he asked
“Sidney, got me a gift,a leather notebook, with my name on it.”
“thats nice”
“yeah”
you coming to eat?“
“yeah” I Turned around. he pushed me into the kitchen.
“do you need help?” Dad asked
“nah, I got it” I got my plate. I stopped i start thinking about Sidney. He had his hand on my knee , i can’t feel it, it makes me wonder if he done it any other times. As I finished getting my plate. I heard dad and my grandparents talking.
“Where’s Collins?” grandma asked
“getting her plate”
“does she need help.?”
“no she’s fine”
“is she okay?”
“mom, she’s fine”
“I worry about her”
“everyone does”
“She such a loner” grandma said
“Well it’s kinda hard for her to make friends”
“you know what she needs a good boyfriend.” i smiled
“mom, seventeen she doesn’t need a boyfriend”
“I just think if she maybe had a boyfriend, she would be more comfortable with herself” she said
really Grandma? i thought to myself.
“mom” dad said, I put my plate on my lap, and went in the dining room.
“What are you talking about?” I asked, playing dumb
“oh nothing Grandma said
“oh grandma I am comfortable with myself, yeah it might take me longer to go thing, or meet people , and yeah i might only have a few friends right now, but i’m okay with that.” I said
“i’m sorry” grandma said
“it’s okay”
After we finished eating. we talked for awhile, my cousins ran around chasing each other. Later that night. I got into bed. Dad poked his head in the my room
“are you okay? do you need anything?” he asked
“yeah, and no i’m fine”
“okay, honey goodnight”
“goodnight” I said, after he left and shut the door.I grabbed the notebook, Sidney give me, and a pen, and I started to write
your hair
your dark brown hair
your eyes
your brown eyes
your laugh
your loud laugh
the way you try not to be a dork, but you always succeed to be one.
your caring
your sweet
the way I think I’m starting to really like you
your _______________
I left the last line blank because. I really wasn’t sure if I could write his name. i closed my notebook, and slipped it under my pillow.
Two weeks later, Christmas was coming around. It was the last day of school before Christmas break. i was in lunch. Sid sat down.
“So what are you doing for Christmas?” he asked
“Some family are coming up, and were having a Christmas eve thing, you?” I asked
“I’m not really sure yet”
“Do you want to come to my house?” I asked
“I have to what we’re doing, but yeah, maybe.” he said, I nodded
Two days later was Christmas eve. I still wasn’t sure if Sid was coming or not, but my Unlce Mike, his wife, and their three kids. Also, Sara’s mom was there. My grandmother, my aunt and I was in the living room.
“Collins, do you like it here?” Grandma asked
“yeah, it’s not too bad”
“Did you meet any friends?”
“yeah, a few people.” I said “Yeah, there this-”
“how about boyfriends?” my aunt asked
“no, no boyfriends”
“What about Sidney?” Sara asked, coming in.
“Who?” my aunt asked
“Sidney, he’s just a friend” I said
“Well you two are together alot
“yeah, we’re friends”
“the dance?”
“we--”
“what dance?” my aunt asked
“this winter dance at the school, he asked her to go.” she said, showing them pictures.
“He’s cute” my aunt said
“and he didn’t have a problem going with you.”
“No” I said
“i didn’t mean it like that.Collins”
“no he said he wanted to go with me.”
“okay, he’s not your boyfriend, do you like him?”
“I don’t--” then there was a knock on the door.
“who could that be?” Sara asked
“it might......be sideny” I said
“oh“
“i asked him to come over”
“Collins....Sidney’s here” Dad yelled
“i think that answers my question” my aunt said
“no it doesn’t” I said, leaving the room.
“hey,” I said
“hey, Merry Christmas” He asid
“Merry Christmas, you look festive” I said, touching his sweater.
“yeah, you too”
“yeah, my wanted to put lights on my chair”
“nice” we laughed.
“well do you want to meet everybody?” I asked
“Sure ” I turned, and Sidney grabbed the handles on my chair, and pushed me into the living room.
“Sid, this is my grandmother, my aunt, you know Sara, everyone this is Sid” they said Hello, my aunt was smiling at me. I tried so hard not to smiled
“you’re a very handsome young man.” Grandma said, i looked at the ground and shook my head.
“umm thank you, ma’am” Sid said
A little bit later, the guys came in.
“Well who is this?” grandpa asked
“this is Sidney, Grandpa” I said
“Hello, Sir nice to meet you” He put his hand out. , he shook his hand.
“Boyfriend?” Grandpa asked
“what? umm no no just friends” I said, trying not to look at Sidney.
“okay, Sidney is there any sports you play?” grandpa asked
“yeah, baseball and Hockey, but i’m more into hockey”
“It is cananda” he said, i smiled
“true” Sidney said
“do you want something to drink?” I asked Sidney
“Sure” I turned around
“I’ll help” he said, pushing me in the kitchen.
“hey, i’m sorry about them, they can be overbearing and loud.” I said
“not as noisy as my family.” we smiled
We got something to drink.sid sat down at the table.
“So...”I said
“I have something for you” Sid said
“What?”
“hold on” he said, walking away. he came back in with a box.
“I wasn’t sure if i was going to give this to you tonight, I kept it outside just in case, so here” he handed it to me.
“Sidney, you didn’t have-”
“I know, I wanted to”
“but i didn’t get you anything”
“i don’t care, open it.”
I looked at him, and ripped the paper off.
“it’s kinda dumb” he said
I open the box. it was a leather notebook, with my name on it. i smiled
“it’s not dumb at all”
“i know you like to write, and you can take this out when you run out of paper, and put more in.”
“i love it, thank you”
“your welcome” I looked down, his hand was on my knee. I put hand on his. I pulled him into a hug.
“thank you”
“your welcome”
“are you - Oh umm are you two ready to eat?” Sara said, Sid let of me, and back up. “did I?”
“no” i said
“umm I gotta get going” Sid said, I looked at him.
“Sidney” i said
“no, really there are people over my house.”
“oh”
“yeah, umm Merry Christmas Sara”
“Merry Christmas, Sidney”
“I’m gonna tell everyone, goodbye” Sid said, and walked away. i put the box on the table.
“i’m sorry”
“no, nothing happen” I rolled into the hallway. Sidney was coming out the living room.He grabbed his coat. I looked at him.
“So, i’ll see you later” he said
“yeah”
“bye”
“thank you”
“you’re welcome” he said “bye”
“bye” i said, he walked out the door. I put my head down. I turned around went in the dining room. everyone was in the kitchen. I grabbed my gift off the table, put it on my lap and went to my room. I put it on my bed.
“Collins” Dad poked his head, “are you okay?”
“yeah, I was just putting this away.”
“What is that?” he asked
“Sidney, got me a gift,a leather notebook, with my name on it.”
“thats nice”
“yeah”
you coming to eat?“
“yeah” I Turned around. he pushed me into the kitchen.
“do you need help?” Dad asked
“nah, I got it” I got my plate. I stopped i start thinking about Sidney. He had his hand on my knee , i can’t feel it, it makes me wonder if he done it any other times. As I finished getting my plate. I heard dad and my grandparents talking.
“Where’s Collins?” grandma asked
“getting her plate”
“does she need help.?”
“no she’s fine”
“is she okay?”
“mom, she’s fine”
“I worry about her”
“everyone does”
“She such a loner” grandma said
“Well it’s kinda hard for her to make friends”
“you know what she needs a good boyfriend.” i smiled
“mom, seventeen she doesn’t need a boyfriend”
“I just think if she maybe had a boyfriend, she would be more comfortable with herself” she said
really Grandma? i thought to myself.
“mom” dad said, I put my plate on my lap, and went in the dining room.
“What are you talking about?” I asked, playing dumb
“oh nothing Grandma said
“oh grandma I am comfortable with myself, yeah it might take me longer to go thing, or meet people , and yeah i might only have a few friends right now, but i’m okay with that.” I said
“i’m sorry” grandma said
“it’s okay”
After we finished eating. we talked for awhile, my cousins ran around chasing each other. Later that night. I got into bed. Dad poked his head in the my room
“are you okay? do you need anything?” he asked
“yeah, and no i’m fine”
“okay, honey goodnight”
“goodnight” I said, after he left and shut the door.I grabbed the notebook, Sidney give me, and a pen, and I started to write
your hair
your dark brown hair
your eyes
your brown eyes
your laugh
your loud laugh
the way you try not to be a dork, but you always succeed to be one.
your caring
your sweet
the way I think I’m starting to really like you
your _______________
I left the last line blank because. I really wasn’t sure if I could write his name. i closed my notebook, and slipped it under my pillow.
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