Sorry guys!

I am trying to write new chapters. But I not have a problem. Right now I don't have a laptop, so I can't really post anything. And I kind if hard to post chapters, from my phone. So as soon as I get laptop, I will post, but I'm not sure when that's gonna be. Sorry again. But please keep checking in. 

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....................Brittany💜 

Chapter 10

Chapter 10

As the clock got closer to 12:30. The more scared I got. I couldn't focus on anything. 

"Collins. Umm Sidney Crosby is here to see you" 

"Okay, thanks." I went out the waiting room.

"Ready to go." Sid asked 

"Yeah." 

We were at the restaurant. And ordered

"So what have you been up to?" I asked 

"Hockey." 

"I knew you would get here.  how does it feel?" 

"Amazing. I can't believe." 

"Really?" 

"Yeah I never wanted to except it." 

"That was good thinking." He nodded 

"How work?" 

"Good." 

"Do you like it?" 

"Yeah do it, I really like the people." 

"Yeah, do you still write?" 

"Yeah I do. Umm I still have and use the notebook you give me." 

"Wow, really?" 

"Yeah, I go everywhere with it." 

"That's cool." 

"Ummm how did you and ahh br- umm"

"Brooke and I meet?" 

"Yeah." 

"At a bar in Pittsburgh, we just hit it off." 

"How long have you been together?" 

"About a year." 

"That good that you have found someone." 

"So is there anyone in your life?" He asked 

"Oh no." 

"Why not?" 

"There just hasn't been anyone."

"For how long?" 

"Sidney." 

"I'm sorry, but how long?" 

"Since high school." 

"High school?" 

"Yeah." There was a moment of silence. 

" ummm.........where is our food?" I looked around I took a deep breath. 

We ate, talked about our families, what are plans are for the future. Sidney pushed me out of the restaurant. 

"Well umm I guess you need to get back to work?" 

"Yeah"  

"We should do this again." 

"Yeah.... Maybe." 

"Maybe..... Collins what going on you've been weird?" 

"Sidney we haven't seen each other in a long time, you have a girlfriend now."  I said "You don't find this little weird." 

"It's not so weird anymore, but awkward.. Yes." He said "and what does me having a girlfriend have to do with anything." 

"Really, Sid?" I looked at him. 

"Okay, I get what your saying, but we can be friends like we were." 

"A lot has changed." 

"I know." He said, and looked at me. I couldn't look away. His eyes were the same, as I remember them. He was looking at me the same he used too when we were 17 years old. 

"Okay. Friends." I said finally,  trying to gets us to stop looking at each other. 

"Okay." He smiled 

"Umm I really need to get back to work." I said 

"Okay." 

He took me back to work. We stopped at my office door. 

"It was nice catching up." He said 

"Yeah." 

"We need to do it again, soon." 

"Yeah, for sure." I said

"Okay, bye." 

"Bye." I said. He walked away. I rolled into my office, put my head on the desks, why does all this feeling have to come back, they can't, he has a girlfriend. 

I got home that night. 

"How was work?" Sara asked 

"Okay, I had lunch with Sidney." 

"What?" 

"Yeah. "

"How was that?" 

"awkward" 

"Really?" 

" kind of.... I think... All i wanted was for him to kiss me." 

"Oh." 

"Yeah, and he has a girlfriend."

"Your feeling came back." 

"Yeah, but here's the thing, I don't know if they ever left." 

"Collins." 

"What do I do?" 

"It was just lunch, right?" 

"We agreed to be friends." She looked at me. 

"Then be friends." I shook my head, and went to room. I pulled out my leather notebook. Bad idea. I looking at all of my old writing, just thinking. Sidney and I can be friends. That's all we've ever been. We were never more, we were friends that had one kiss, so we can be friends...................right?? 

Almost!

I'm almost done with the next chapter, working on it now! 

Sorrrrrrryyyy...

I'm so sorrrrrryy, guys!  I'm trying. work has been crazy, I'm going on 8 days in a row, I've been really tired.  I'm gonna try to get a update either tonight, or this weekend I work a double tomorrow, so it won't be tomorrow, unless it really late. Guys again so sorry, thanks for reading, and keep reading. 

     ........Brittany ❤ 

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Chapter 9

Sorry. Not every long but it was a good place to stop this chapter. more to come!

Chapter 9

Later that night. I was out on the porch. With my black leather note with my name on it, that Sidney go me in high school.  I wrote down.

I saw him today. Someone that I thought I would never see. Sidney. I would be lying if I said some feeling didn't come back. We did leave thing kinda bad, back when. And he looked great! He was so grown up, very manly.......

"Collins." I looked up. Dad sat down beside me.

"Hi." I said

"I was talking to Sara, and she said you saw Sidney today."

"Oh yeah, I did."

"How's he doing?"

"He's doing good."

"Umm, are you okay?"

"Yeah, dad I'm fine, he a friend from High School." I said

"I know you li--"

"Dad, I was in high school. He was just a friend." I said

"Okay." He said, I looked at down.

"But dad there is something I've been wanting to tell you."

"Yeah."

"I'm gonna move out."

"What? Why?"

"Dad, I'm twenty five years old. It's time."

"But-"

"I can take care of myself."

“Collins, i don’t know”

“i’m moving, i’m gonna fine, and i’m not going far away.” I said

“okay, you're right, you're grown up”

“i am.” i smiled

“i’ll help you look, for an apartment." he said

“thank you.” i said

“you’re welcome, sweetie” he hugged me. he went back in the house. I took a breath, and look out into the neighborhood. Then made my way inside, and went to bed.

The whole week I couldn't stop thinking about Sidney,and It was driving me nuts. I couldn't stop I thought about the good times the winter dance, going to watch him play hockey. The kiss, and then the bad him telling he couldn't be with me. I'm not gonna lie he hurt me, that hurt, and it made me angry too. It also makes me angry that I can't stop thinking about him. We went a looked at a few apartments. There was one that I really really likes it was very modern, but there was still a lot I could do with it. I put down an offer, I was just waiting to hear back from them. I grabbed my iPod, and headphones, and went outside. I love it outside, I just like the fresh air. I could sit outside all day. I put my headphones in. I looked at up. I seen a silver range rover pull in front of our house. I seen Sid walk around the car. I took out my head phones.

"Collins." He said

"Hi, hi umm how'd you know where we moved to?" I asked

"I guess our dad still see each other around."

"Oh."

"Yeah."  He walked up on the porch.

"Umm what are you doing here?"

"Oh okay, ahhh."

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to say it like that."

"I get it."

"I just we haven't seen each other in seven years." I said

"It's weird." He said

"Yes." I looked at him.

"It was really nice seeing you "

"Sit down." I said . He sat down. "It was really nice to see you too."  He nodded.

"Umm do you want to get some lunch, and catch up?"

"I...I don't know."

"Come on. Just two friends having lunch catching up."

"Sidney."

"Please."

"You have a girlfriend."

"So? Brooke's not gonna care, we're just catching up." I looked at him.

“Okay” i said

“great, how about tomorrow, Do you work?”

“umm yeah, how about at like 12:30?”

“yeah, thats good, want me to pick you up?”

“Sure”

“okay, 12:30” he stood up.

“yeah” i said, i told him where i worked. he left i watched him get in the his car. “what i’m I doing?” I asked myself.